Questions and Probablities Oct. 2017


Its been a while since I last thought to write anything. So much to question. In fact we may start with the Political format. Since I last posted, what the F happened to congress and America we grew up with? What is this, it has become? The constant whining of the President or so called President, on a daily basis, unprecedented. Never have we experienced the turmoil and complaints of such a leader and furthermore, this man is trying to dismantle all the growth we have established in this country. Who are these people who support such things. Why? Why would our congress allow this to go on for so long. The Republicans that I grew up with, like my parents, were anti Russian, anti communist, as it was in America as we grew up.

My era we grew up doing bombing drills at school, duck and cover, and yet now we are more prone to an actual Nuclear attack then we ever were back in the 60’s. It is now a world in which most of us try to block out. We can’t just up and leave the country we came from, where we grew up with the freedoms and goodness our military fought for. No we stand by hoping that the constitution that our forefathers wrote and lived by would be held in the highest regard by the men who occupy our White House.  But instead we are faced with the collusion of the entire party of this so called President with Russian forces behind it. Has he sold his soul to Russia for money? I suppose with a brain like he has, and he has all the symptoms to diagnose him as having Asperger Syndrome and possibly pre Dementia. Yet, we sit and wait and let him cry, whine and attack the good people of this country who have set goals and standards we have been accustomed to. Now the country divided, friend against friend, family against family in some cases. I have seen it, I have deleted people who I thought were my best and longest friends because they were so gullible to buy into the Russian and or Nazi propaganda. Its a crying shame.

Unless our Congress stand up and take control of our country we are going to loose it to Russia, the long time dream of the Russians leaders. And all with money so easily bought by dangling that carrot in front of a Trump nose.

We have well known geniuses who have delivered the same message I am conveying,  over and over since all this has started to come to a head.  One only needs to listen to Noam Chomsky a brilliant man that has given speeches at Universities about the state of politics and the country. We have heard from well renown publications and journalists who have always maintained integrity in the field of journalism, such as Dan Rather.

I find it just exhausting to keep up with all the political outfall of this regime.  But where will it go ? I can not imagine a world where we are suppressed as in the Reign of Hitler. I do not understand the dismantling of pollution controls and the EPA just dumped from protecting us in this country. I can’t comprehend that we live in a country that the leaders want to force people into poverty and destitution or death from no health care. The list goes on. But you all know the state of the world. And I guess it will probably right itself over time.


What’s Better Built Will Never Rust

Excellent. Stunning words

Poetry by April Rayne Kagan

When burning bridges, burn them bright
For the jealous souls will tend to fight
And bleak the day when ashes rise;
Temptation follows burdened eyes.

A dare to look, a dare to take;
Though heaven gives, a man must make,
Then look upon what wrought to fell
An empty carcass, empty shell,

And hid beneath the tindered wood
A remnant of a childhood,
When all was good and all was laugh;
The tempests toss the better half.

Then biding time like it was free
The better got the best of me.
Spoiled on focus, spoiled on fun,
The bleak turned into joyous sun.

I frolicked in the month of May
And sprouted up in summers day.
I lazed about in calico;
A hint of colored leaves, you know?

And after all that fickle play
I learned to build another way.
The quality of what you reap
Is just the same…

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Questions : Was my Dad’s idol Capone?


Old Home of Capone up for sale. The wake for Frank Salvatorre was held here.

Today I noticed on FB trending that Al Capone’s house was up for sale.  I started researching the location and then it lead me to research the location of the photos, I posted here of my Dad and his cronies back in the early 40’s or late 30’s.   Now as I  inspected the photo’s closer and then reviewed an old video I have of my Uncle talking about locations of places in Chicago in reference to his half brother, my Dad.   This lead me to start wondering as I looked at these photo’s.


My Dad 2nd one over in the Greenwood Manor photo. He must have taken the photo in the first shot.

Was my Dad’s Idol Capone?  There is no way to really know that for sure, my Dad passed away in the 80’s not like I can go ask him.  I can’t remember this ever coming up in conversation. I can’t ask my beloved mother who is 94 and has dementia.  So I am left to speculate.

I suppose all the men looked like Capone back then, and therefore, these photos show that as proof.  But I always knew my Dad be in the popular groups of people.  I looked at the map and thought wow, although when my Dad was in Chicago, I don’t think  Capone was there ever at the same time he was. Since chances are he was incarcerated during the time this was taken.  But just who did my Dad know?


Based on the Map location I had to wonder these things. That is really close to Gangster housing.  I do know from history that Chicago was full of Gangsters of the 30’s and 40’s. I looked at the photo of Capone’s old home.  I tried to imagine the cars there the older character to the homes.  People walking casually down the streets, unconcerned now about gangster habitat.  It really is rather interesting to see the contrasts.

My Dad always knew everyone, he seemed to come home telling stories about many people and things that at the time I had no interest in.  I wonder what story he could have told me about those photos in front of the car, eating what seems to be Ice cream bars.

I remember one story he told me was about his affiliation as a friend or co worker of a guy called “Max Ward” who was convicted of murder in San Francisco for the murder of  2 people.  The victims had positions in the Painter Union that put them in a place they ended up targets. I think it also had a lot to do with money, that’s more than likely. Money always a good motive.  This happened in the mid 60’s.  I thought it was weird and my Dad stopped talking about Max at home.  My mom use to hear his stories when he came home we were always in the background.   I think he didn’t know we heard and for me I could understand what murderer was.  I do remember him telling my mom about Max.

The story began with the Painters and Contractors Union located in Sacramento, Ca.  My Dad was a member of this. He had been a builder, painter and a contractor for sometime. He was also in the habit of fanagling for jobs.  Course that may have been part of what bidding was about.  Anyway we lived in Sacramento, in Carmichael to be exact.   That is when I heard about this, I don’t know if my Dad was uneasy about the whole thing but he may have been nervous because of his association with Max.  He knew him it seems from working on jobs (contracting).  I in fact remember Max coming over to our house once, and my Dad talked to him all the time on jobs.  Its kind of scary to think he had an associate that was capable of murder.   Max Ward was convicted and was put in prison for life as well as cohorts.  See article link :

It is also mentioned in the article that they wanted someone to do the dirty job but didn’t want to have to get someone from Chicago to do it.  Well question did my Dad know these people in this union from Chicago?  Who knows.  But it made me wonder.   But also the hushing of the story in my house could have been my Dad, got the sh*t scared out of him about the whole thing that went down.  I’m sure the Police may have even talked to him.

I wanted to research more about Max Ward but the only thing I found was that one Legal document. Wonder if he died in prison or got paroled?  It is amazing how one thing can lead to another in the net.   I wonder what my Dad would have said or how he would have loved computer’s or would he?  In our era we can go back and look at things from different perspectives.  I see my Dad in an entirely different light the more I learn about things I find on the internet.  Is that Odd?  It probably just goes hand in hand with the easy access to information we all have now.

My fascination with Boardwalk Empire definitely has enlightened the thoughts about my Dad being from Chicago, and Capone.  Plus the multitude of Gangsters who are portrayed in Boardwalk.  My Dad grew up in the era of these kingpins as a kid he must have heard all the stories and been either intrigued or impressed or frightened.  Yet my Dad’s personality was a big shot. He always seemed to be his own boss.  He always preferred working for himself.  I wonder if he walked by Capone’s house.  I wonder if he visited those places of murder and mayhem.   All of this just fills my mind with fascination about who my Dad was.  Wish I could learn more but I know it will be hard to track down any information, as his era most people have passed with any solid info.  Who knows maybe someone from Chicago will read this and enlighten me further.  My Dad’s name was Donald Ellsworth.   Feel free to message me!  Thus, there it is, my Questions and probabilities for the day.

Creative Writing History Assignment – Captain James Cook Exhibit


I really enjoy taking classes like this, where the professor gives you a subject and you write about it. It is fictional. The assignment was : This paper covers the time period 1775 to 1800.  You will imagine that you are a museum curator who needs to secure funding for a new exhibit.  You already have in mind an exhibit on some aspect of American history during this time period, but you need to “sell” your idea to the museum’s director.

Write up a proposal to get your idea funded.  Explain what aspect of history you want represent in your exhibit and then explain, in detail, what your exhibit will look like.  Make sure to be clear on why the topic you picked is important by describing the history associated with the topic. 

For me this is the kind of assignment I shine on .. Creative Writing. Here is the piece I did.

Of course I got a 75/75 .. full credit. YAY!

Dear Gentlemen,

I am one of your Curators in the Museum. My name is Jade Coulson. You may have seen me in one of your visits to the Fine Art section of the Museum. I currently am looking forward to making a few changes in display’s at the Museum for my Department.  In order to do that I must tell you of a wonderful find that I have come across and would like to tell you about it.

I would like to replace the current display with this new subject matter.  It is a collection of Art by John Webber, and a few others who have done artwork of the famous explorer and navigator James Cook or Captain Cook as he is referred to.  In John’s work he is a depicting that of the last voyage of Captain Cook, the famous explorer and geographer.  Along with more art I will tell you about, and about his history in what I would like to tell the story of for this display.

I will need to procure a few of the paintings and the sum of this could amount to 1.5 million in the purchase of 2 of the paintings of John. In addition to this we will be displaying costume and artifacts from this period, such as cartographer’s tools.  I will give you more details to the visual display after I tell you about the great voyages of James Cook.  These voyages were very significant to the exploration of waters in the Pacific, in the late 1700s and early 1800s, which also contributed to the history of our America.  The views of this project will no doubt bring questions and excitement of the history of these times.

Here is a little about James Cook.  He was a great explorer and navigator and was in service to the British Navy. Prior to his greatest voyages to the Pacific, he had already charted an entire detailed map of Newfoundland, as well as making first contact with the shores of Australia, as well as the Hawaiian Islands.  He was also credited for sailing around the entire island of New Zealand.  His perseverance of circumnavigation around many islands helped to map and document many of the great land finds of exploration in the 1700’s.

From 1766 to through 1779, he had been commissioned by the British to command ships that were research vessels for further exploration of the Pacific.  The First of these ships was the HMS Endeavor, in which he claimed 3 new Islands for Great Britain; Huahine, Borabora, and Raiatea.  He also sailed through the treacherous Great Barrier Reef off of the Australian coast, in which he narrowly escaped certain death, to the ship and crew.

By 1770, he embarked on a second voyage in the vessel known as HMS Resolution. This ship was the fittest ship he had ever had the fortune to travel upon. It took him into his third voyage as well.  In the second voyage he sailed to the Antarctic and was the first to cross the Antarctic Circle. On this voyage his companion ship was the HMS Adventure.  These two ships sailed the waters of the area of Tahiti.  One of the paintings I have procured depicts this journey into Matavai Bay painted by William Hodges in 1776.  This painting shows the fishing boats going out to meet the great vessels in Matavai Bay, in Tahiti.  After this voyage he was promoted becoming a “Fellow of the Royal Society”, as well given the award Copley Gold Medal, which was for not losing a single man to scurvy on his second voyage.

James Cook’s third voyage was his greatest accomplishment for the United States. He sailed to the Pacific once more upon the Resolution and was accompanied by the ship called HMS Discovery.   His Pacific journey took him along the West Coast of America up to the Bering Straits which he mapped the area along the coast of Alaska.  As he traveled up to Alaska after his initial goal, he mapped Alaskan coast as mentioned and had an Inlet named after him “Cook’s Inlet”.  His initial goal was to locate a Northwest Passage around the American continent.

His great accomplishment was establishing contact with the Hawaiian Islands.  In 1778 he made landed at Waimea harbor in Kauai.  He named the group of islands the “Sandwich Islands” after the 4th Earl of Sandwich who was the acting First Lord of the Admiralty.   He returned to the Hawaiian Islands, to Kealakekau bay the largest of the Islands.  It happened at the time of the Islands celebration of a harvest festival. This was the worship for the Polynesian god Lono.  Some Hawaiians treated Cook as an incarnation of Lono.

In year of 1779, quarrels had begun between the Europeans and Hawaiians at Kealakekua Bay. Cook was forced back on to his ship as he had attempted to take the King of Hawaii hostage.  I have procured a picture painted by Johann Zoffany done in 1795 of Captain James cook death in Feb 1779, in a skirmish with the chief Kalaimanokaho’owaha or Charles Kana’ina.  This was all seen from spyglasses upon the ship by crew members who had stayed aboard to maintain the ships security.  The painting is a very good depiction of his possible last moments.  Unfortunate for Cook after all his achievements it is said that his body was treated grossly by the Islanders but his bones were sent back to the ship for burial at sea.  During his return to the Island after a mast broke, he encountered, the tribe’s people during the festival. It is speculative about the reason for his death but it is said he was killed because of the islander’s traditions of sacrifice for the god Lono. As I mentioned they seemed to think Cook was the incantation of Lono to them.  It is very intriguing and a puzzle that historians ponder often, which could also be intriguing to our patrons visiting the museum.

The speculation of how he ended up dead, seemed to have a connection to the festival and the gods of the people of the Islands.  We could present this in one display as an interactive choice after presenting what we know about the stories of his death, allowing the patrons to read and hear and the stories of his death.  We could then have a visual appear on a screen of the votes of what people think happened.  A consensus screen of votes would be a great way for the information to stay within a person’s knowledge of history.

The story of Cook is intriguing and magnificent it is not something many museums have on display and it would be honoring the great explorations of these times, while bringing to light one of the world’s greatest explorers so seldom thought of.   The fact that he had so much to do with our Hawaiian Islands in itself really is of such historical value.  Having the display will enhance many history students’ knowledge as well as countless visitors who come to our wonderful museum.

The display will have several of the paintings that show him on his voyages and to include the final photo of his demise, in the Hawaiian Islands.  These will line the walls while small kiosks in front placed every 5 feet apart would be enclosed cases with artifacts, about waist high for people to see and admire. We could display them with lighting above that would enhance the sparkle and glow of many objects.  The cases would be thick poly glass that would be un-breakable. Each of the cases would include descriptions of the artifacts. The wall of paintings would be viewable from behind the corded off roping.  Each painting would be encased with this same poly glass that would protect from any intrusions beyond the roped barrier. The interactive display could be on the adjacent wall and adding the computerized theories on computer screens to explain each theory and then  patrons will see a screen that will give the current consensus of how people think Cook died.  Also upon the wall with interaction we could place some encased costumes.  Attire such as that of the crew members or what they may have been wearing on voyages of this nature could be on display.

Some of the paintings I have procured are on loan for a small rate of payment. While a couple of the artifacts will take up some of the cost in which I will submit to you for approval the main costs will be for the few pieces we actually purchase and the new display cases and lighting.

I hope this proposal will meet your expectations of my work as Curator of Historical Art.  Let us bring James Cook story to the Museum.  Thank you.


Jade Coulson

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Tomahawk by Dee Wes (A short essay)


The Tomahawk

The man grabbed the handle of the worn axe; it was smooth from heavy use. It had a sharp head with the wrappings of a deer hide binding it into place. It was a treasured piece of the mighty hunter Bearkiller.

I was to become a part of an Iroquios life, in 1625. In this life I would have would be the constant companion to an Indian Brave for 25 years. I felt right in place when I was the grip of his strong hands. I knew that my head would soon see the blood of some wild beast. It had seen many parts of bloody flesh as I tore into the skin as Bearkiller swung it into the beasts and occasionally men. The Tomahawk that I was called was an efficient weapon and tool to carry at all times.

I was made by Bearkiller when he was a boy. He was not then called Bearkiller but Little Bear. It was part of his right of passage to make a weapon of worthiness to advance in the tribe and to be given a great tribesman name. His father was proud of how fast Little Bear, learned the craft of weaponry. I was happy to be part of his life. I became Bearkiller and Little Bears constant companion.

My first kill, was when I was planted in the side of a wild boar. Little Bear chased the boar with the other young men. I clung to his side in a pouch easily removed when close enough to the beasts. Little Bear grasped me as he ran. Through the brush and trees we ran and ran as the beast ahead was slowed by a poisoned arrow, normally used to tackle the beasts from a distance.

Little Bear and I, closed in on the boar, we were the first to get to the boar. Little Bear grabbed the tail of the boar and with a great swing he plunged me into the boar’s hip. I immediately became bloody and gooey. But I could feel the Boar slowing and in a few moments it stopped moving. It dropped with me, in its side. I felt the warm blood gushing out over me, and felt its heart beat fading. I had done my job. There would be food at the longhouse of Little Bear’s family.

It was only another few moons until I was used on a grizzly bear. It was a feat worthy of Little bear’s name change. He was known as Bearkiller after his great battle with the great Grizzly. The tribe honored the new Bearkiller, and his two friends with respect and gifts. But Bearkiller knew it without his trusty Tomahawk, he would still be Little Bear.

The story of that mighty battle was told around the fires of the Longhouse for many years, until the white Men came and brought disease to my people. Many of Bearkillers family passed in the great sickness.
It wasn’t long before I was traded to a white man a trader named Pierre LeFluer., he took me as a souvenir of having done trade with my people. I felt my life was at its end as I lay dormant in a chest for a long time.  I felt myself being jumbled around and tossed from the chest that had been my home for many months.

Pierre LeFluer, had taken me on a journey and I found that I would be taken out on occasion and talked about in some foreign tongue, they called French. Occasionally I heard a new language which I heard called English, they seemed to ask my owner Pierre if he spoke English. There customs were quite similar at story telling time. There would be always a fire where people would use as the focus before sharing stories of bravery. It was interesting to hear the stories in French they talked of my people. They were not always kind in their words; many of them hated my family.

It was not long before Pierre lost interest in me and again I was traded to English speaking man who wore a big hat. He rode a horse and I was packed into his side bag upon the big horse. He traveled westward with many others whom spoke English. Occasionally I was taken out and talked about, but I still did not feel at home. I missed my place with Bearkiller.

The seasons changed and the English speaking man, Jake, rode for miles with a wagon train, moving westward, they had come across many battles. One particular battle brought me to a new home. When the man no longer lived, I was picked up by a tribesman. I did not know the language but it felt good to be with men who knew my value and how to use me. I was again part of a tribe, this time I was part of a Shawnee tribe, and was now living in a tepee with my new owner Running Bear. It was funny how my life’s path would place me back in a bear family, but there I was I was given a new life but I never forgot my origins. I was still the Tomahawk of Bearkiller.

Organic Restaurants Where Are You? Canola Really?

WHY NO ORGANIC Restaurants?

Ok I don’t get out a lot but I think I would have heard of a restaurant opening up in Vegas or Henderson that was actually serving only Organic meals.

WHY is that? IF I was able to own a restaurant in today’s world, I would venture into this type of business.

WHY not give people an option to eat healthier know where your food comes from food. REAL FOOD, HELLO?

SO what if your ingredients will be more costly .. HELLO people will PAY for better food its a fact look at the success of WHOLE FOODS, SPROUT Markets, Wild Oats among a few.

What you do is figure in the cost of the extra you pay for that food into your budget then it passes on to the customer as always. After all your restaurant is a Gourmet restaurant. PEOPLE come there know they will pay a bit more. And will they come to your establishment? DAM RIGHT! Id be first in the line if I got wind of a new restaurant opening that actually cooked with all food organic sources. There are so many hungry Foodies out there that would love to enjoy a meal out at a bonafide HEALTHY food restaurant.

I am waiting for Chipotle to get their act together and go non gmo as I have seen posted on their facebook and countless posts about them going Non GMO.

One other thing why does the industry that promotes Organic use what they called ORGANIC CANOLA oil do they realize Canola is the worst oil you can use on anything? How bout oil like avacado or olive? Much easier to get organic. But the mfg industry doing organic foods is using Canola expressed expelled Canola (organic they claim) Read what Canola is you be the judge of if you really want your food made with oil that has had this process done? Watch video its short its from Science HOW ITS MADE ..

So if you start a Organic restaurant please don’t use Canola to ruin the entire affect of why we are eating at your restaurant. I know I certainly wouldn’t want my customers to get nothing but the best of REAL FOOD. Send me an invitation I’ll promote you like no tomorrow!

(Layers Bakery in Henderson Nv. Suppose to be Organic.. going to check it out!) Photo

Comments welcome! To prove how many people would love this type of restaurant!